DAILY DOSE OF DIVINE CONTENT: MORNING SUCCESS SECRETS

 Dearest beloved Readers & Supporters, 

if you have read the latest published post you'll know that after the sudden death of her sister HONEY on 3rd December and an eliminated Christmas, we were so worried about the health of our beloved Chihuahua ROCKET and today we were able to go to an amazing vet in Pazin, Istra, Croatia, which has probably been the best ever vet experience in my life after a horrifying marathon of deep disappointment and so called doctors, mostly in Germany to be clear here, really only making my dogs more sick than the initial cause why we went there, so witnessing the divine grace of truly highly professional and beyond compassionate vet work, which was a very healing experience for me and probably also for ROCKET and BELLARINA, after the recent traumatizing passing of their beloved sister, 

and it felt like the first actual hope, a massive silver lining, for things in our life to finally work out and develop for the best instead of failing and suffering to the max over and over again like in the past 10 years of burning hell. 

Therefore I am massively grateful and happy & relieved today and I also know that GODS DIVINE INTERVENTION answering my desperate prayers through YOU, my wonderful friends & fans = OUR HONIGKEKS FAMILY, is the reason for this positive development in our LIFE, 

and I am deeply touched about how much and how many people love us and truly care about us and our health & healing, which is a beyond beautiful thing to experience for all of us.

Like all of our fans know, we have been exposed to and pushing through hardships & challenges for a very long time and ended up in a vicious circle of lethal fight of survival which looked like this: 

me having mental breakdowns from the moment I woke up, full of dreams and visions but feeling paralyzed by my life circumstances and unhealed trauma and overwhelmed by life & completely stressed out to the max - always - by having to take care of my three dogs while always something happened to them which I blamed myself for and died over the deeply felt guilt & shame I put on myself, too slow and too late always, 

going crazy crying all day until I was too late for everything but still went out to make street music, because I was dead broke (pretty much always, no matter how much money I made, even long before street music, even on top earning times, no matter at what point and time = I simply always had a very hard time handling money correctly, credit card depths etc.), 

but this street music thing kind of gave me a good feeling because I needed it much further than just for the money, but an "instantly cash generating emergency activity and paid practice" turned into my solely source of income and at the same time literally consumed my entire life and the one of my dogs for a salary, that might be nice TIPS compared to what waiters or anyone in a relatable position made that day in the city, but its literally nothing compared to what I could make if I just sit down and use my gifts, skills and network in writing, online work etc. in order to create the success that I and my doggies truly deserve instead of sacrificing everything for a bit change and for a lot of hate and stress I get from people along the way, simply because they don't like street musicians, in Vienna I had that a lot for example ...

Anyway, with HONEYS death, a lot changed in my life, I matured a lot in a short time period, I started to realize and recognize my responsibilities and finally  decided to break out of the yawning helpless victim mode and take it into my hands, head and to my heart, to work towards our final breakthrough in HONEYS name & HONOR.

As I have spent the last few years pretty blind - subconsciously and consciously - in order to finally create the success, that I've always wanted, I need to first to focus on GOD of course, as the source of all my goodness and glory, but also on personal development, education, therapy & healing.

Since I know that I am not the only person who is in desperate need of the above, I want to invite you to join me on my journey by daily sharing not only the content that I consume to continously keep up my conversation with GOD, but also share  with you everything else that I consume and consider to be relevant and helpful for my beloved readers, may it be artists, or other people and their work & how it influences me / adds value to my life and journey. 

You will find a summary of all features in my FAVORITES list. <3

Today I start with this series called "DAILY DOSE OF DIVINE CONTENT" by introducing one enchantingly magic lady to you, who has helped me already so much on my own healing journey through her lovely content on youtube & hypnotic meditation Audios from Spotify: the English Therapist & Author Marisa Peer.

Her work/content is truly a gift, its amazing because its helping me to understand myself better and gives me tools to work on myself, to improve myself and my habits and life and access healing.

I try to put on her content or something related every time I do a task which doesn't require my full mental focus, like vacuuming or so, to use all "spare minutes" that I have to educate myself, to learn & apply things.

Today I watched this video from youtube because I do struggle with setting up a functioning morning routine and sticking to it, after this video I feel more secure and confident to get closer to my goal of morning success - enjoy watching: 

Did you like the video?  What did you like most? Would you like me to feature more of Marisas content ?

 Feel very welcome to share your Feedback, experiences & content wishes !

Much LOVE; 

IVORY XX <3